Trapped

I never thought I would find myself in this situation. I'm married to someone who doesn't love me, and I don't love them. We're like strangers living under the same roof. I feel trapped, like I'm suffocating in a relationship that I never wanted.

I thought I was in love when we got married, but it didn't take long for me to realize that something wasn't right. We have nothing in common, and our interests couldn't be more different. We rarely talk, and when we do, it's usually about the weather or something equally mundane.

I feel like I've wasted years of my life on a marriage that was doomed from the start. I regret the choices that led me here, and I can't help but wonder how my life would be different if I had made different choices.

I want out, but I can't bring myself to do it. I'm afraid of what people will say, of what my family will think. I don't want to hurt anyone, but I can't keep living like this. I don't feel loved, and I don't think I ever will in this marriage.

I'm sad, and I don't know how to fix it. I feel like I've lost myself, and I don't know how to find my way back. I feel alone in a room full of people, and I don't know how to break free.